whoah....when was the last time i updated my blog.....hmph,its all thanks to my computer and laptop.....first my computer cannot on...and then two days ago my laptop cannot on.....damn.....aiyo....exam was like hell for me.....i din study at all for History...luckily i pass....hehe....but it'll probably be a D....damn.....ugh....i wanna go afs next year....hopefully i get to join next year....but i better don't have high hopes.....the higher my hopes,the more dissapointment i get....hmm.....MUMMY DADDY LEMME GO AFS NEXT YEAR!!!T^T

ugh...people jus dun understand me!!they always scold me for nothing!!i really wish tat i can jus get out of here!!i wanna get out of M'sia;i dun wanna hear people nagging bout me;i wanna have freedom;i wanna choose my OWN path!!ugh.....they always want me to b more independent,but when i get the chance to be independent,they said NO!!!wth??!!i dun even know them anymore!!they are not the ones i knew in the past!!they are NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!!!everything is 'bout her now,look at her,she's more independent than u;look at her,she's more smarter;look at her this,look at her tat,do u HAVE all the qualities??!!!UGH!!!PEOPLE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ME!!!I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE!!!

ugh......today was awful!!today MGSS have hari koperasi and i can tell u it was a terrible 1!!!this afternoon is even terrible!!!in fact it was UNBEARABLE!!ugh!!!sumtimes i wish that people can just leave me ALONE and give me PEACE AND QUIET!!Schleman needs a person tat's the same size as me to lift a tandu.....stupid......if i can't find 1 i have to give up the competition,and go for the stupid marchpass!!!ARGH!!!!FOR DAYS I'VE WANTED NOTHING BUT PEACE AND QUIET!!!IS IT TAT HARD TO GIVE ME PEACE??!!UGH I'M FEELING FRUSTRATED NOW!!!!I'M FRUSTRATED,ANGRY,EMBARRASSED!!!!I CAN FEEL FURY!!!!WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST L-E-A-V-E M-E A-L-O-N-E??!!!

ugh...today St. John at SABS was so damn BORING!!the form 1 students dun even know how to march,so it turn out bad,quite bad....tsk.....i was thinking of quiting St. John next year.....so boring,i dun even like being a loser in there...ugh...i jus hope tat the people i dun like in St. John can jus stop bothering me!!!

haiyo.....i wonder why is everyone so obsessed with angry birds.....it looks like a furry fuzzball bird!!anyway i just came back from KL and to tell the truth,this time this trip is boring....i went to Malacca on last Saturday for my uncle's wedding....and we have to stay in a home-stay.....when i entered the room,my first impression was:`WHOAH....wat the hell is this place??!!its so SMALL!!!!'

plus my uncle and his family was with us....with him was his wife,his 2 BRATTY ANNOYING daughters and one baby boy....that makes 5 people and plus me,my mum and sis its 8 people.....8 people in a small teeny-tiny room??OMG!!!tat is gonna cramp my ass off!!lucky for us we dun have to share a room....u know y??not cus we get a new room,but me,mum and she-devil get to sleep in the TV room!!wth??!!UGH!!!!!

ish....i was thinking of updating my blog a few days ago,but then i feel a little too lazy to update it....paiseh.....well,i got quite a shock today....u see,there was this pilihan raya where u choose some students who were recommended to be a prefect,n i THINK tat i was rejected by many people,cus my fwen told me an idiotic gang asked her not to choose me as a prefect....and my fwen's fwen oso my ex-fwen ask my fwen not to choose me as a prefect....um,cheap much??so i have sumthing to tell the loser who betrayed me:dude,U HAVE GOTTA DROP THAT ACT!!!.....yeah,so back to the shocking part,today we were at the hall for the same-old-bored-to-death assembly....and then the prefects will start to yadi-yadi-yada,and then we sing the patriotic song(as usual) and then a teacher went up to the stage,(actually the teacher's chair was down the stage this time),and then said tat she will call the name of the students who will become prefect.....ok, from class 4M,bla-bla-bla......class 4G,bla-bla-bla.....from class 3M,Nur Miza,GOH SUET YIN,....i was like wth???did she jus called me???i was like in shock man!!!and then the idiotic gang behind me starts their wat-the-heck??OMG!!!i'm a prefect,and my life is gonna be RUINED.....T^T

ugh....everyone is getting more and more naggy....wat a darn.....hmph....today when i was going toward my mum's car at 4.35 pm,2 people i knew passed by me.....i din give them any response...when i got into the car she asked me,'why u din wave to them?one of them were looking at u....' i jus answer her:'she also got like this to me mar....so why do i even need to bother her??the only good time i can have with her is when we sms.....'i know tat by now,they'll say tat i'm show off,cus i kena calon as prefect......i dunno why,but ever since i was calon to be a prefect,i always do things tat people dun like...like today,all i want is to take a chair,n then its like i was agry or show off or sum sort of move.....the second thing is cus this morning i was grumpy....n there was this malay from the volleyball team called me....at first i dun bother her...then when she called me the second time,i practically almost shout at her!!!wth??!!actually its not shout but LOUD.....and then there's also one more,i can't stand this girl anymore cus i rasa she's very rude,even though she always say other people rude.....becus of her damn attitude,i dun feel like wanna talk to her anymore.....ugh!!!!my life is like upside down!!!!hopefully i'll jus get peace and quite la!!!!